March 4 2025

It is school, I’ve missed a large portion of the class due to sickness, and when I came back, I was put in a random group, I think I remember them, but can’t quite remember. They were just about the lowest "school social class" there is, but I found that comfortable.

They were saying they don’t have a video ready and will be just speaking, I was confused what that means.

Sharp cut, it is the first day of presentations, there is a huge stage, the audience so large, that they blend together in a blob of pitch black, while the stage remains bright as the sun.

Now I know what’s going on, everybody was making cinematic videos with a story of sorts. On the side there was a rating system, where people cast their votes in real-time.

I was deeply impressed with the videos, they were honestly of such high quality I couldn’t believe my brain was capable of such, sophistication, its difficult to describe though words, all you have to know they were flawless.

There were many themes in the videos, youth, love, acceptance, each done spectacularly. And in traditional cinematic fashion, slow motion. Couldn’t help but notice almost all of them revolved around the sea, but at different angles, which I only realise just now.

My turn was crawling up until— the end of the day, my group is the only one remaining. I looked at the scoreboard, each filled except ours, I believe our video was called “flying pigeon”

Another sharp cut, I am walking on stage with my group, for some reason, I have a giant skip rope in my hand which I was pulling with my group. And each of us went into our places.

I kept thinking how awful everything is going to be, we have no video, no story, no nothing, but tried to act cool as to not let that feeling get to me.

For our case specifically, we had introductions like sport commentators, enthusiastically calling out my first name, and me bowing. The stage remained black, only shades of black, I couldn’t tell a single parson was in front of me. And then—-

I woke up, deeply relived I didn’t see the embarrassment.

April 18 2024

The dream starts of me being on the underside of a bridge, looking down at the train tracks and a station that resemble a scene from a British rail enthusiast's video I once saw. My friends are waiting below, whose faces I never saw, ready to embark on our journey to America. As their train pulls in, they board and disappear from sight, while I remain on the bridge, hiding and unsure of my next move. Should I jump? No… I cling to the bridge, hoping to go unnoticed.

As their train departs, a sense of anxiety kicks in. I HAVE to get there somehow!! The next train arrives, and without hesitation, I jump— Suddenly, I find myself in Japan, at night, exploring the back streets. The surroundings are a blur of pink, blue, and various shades, but still mostly black, yet vibrant. But amidst the excitement, a realization hits me—I need to get back, it is already so late, I can’t disappear, everybody will be worried. I frantically check my phone for train schedules, only to discover there are none running that day. My heart sinks, I don't have much money, but while I'm here, I might as well make the most of it.

I started my search for a hotel and stumble upon a peculiar one. It had a distinct yellow color correction on the lower level, giving it an almost surreal hue. As I ascended the stairs, the colors gradually shifted to cooler tones. The hotel itself resembled a typical residential American house, which felt surreal. It was dimly lit, with doors missing and mattresses haphazardly placed throughout. Strange noises emanated from behind closed doors, but I was past the point of being picky.

Next thing I know, I wake up at 6 am, being immediately awake, standing in a huge industrial port by the sea. The scale of it truly incomprehensible, as if instead of building up like skyscrapers, they build wide. The sky was nothing but thick early morning blue rainy clouds, as I looked around I saw a plane landing in the distance and an old Chinese man standing about 10 meters away, smoking a cigarette. The dream ends.

April 1 2024

No, not an April fools. A very uncomfortable feeling dream albeit without any horror elements. I had a dream of being somewhere in china, the slums kind, with wires and yellow-ish lighting everywhere densely packed together. I dont know how I got there, but next thing I know I am in an apartment, which was tidy looking and quite spacious, but felt as if it was just about to fall apart. I came there at night, and as i opened the blinds and gazed out the window , I noticed there are no lights, I am the am on the 8th floor out of 10, and there are moderately sized hills, which looked far away, but also intimately close. On those hills were blurry glowing orbs of red, they reminded me of power lines but something was deeply unsettling about them, their location was sporadic yet closely packed together, and their glow was as if projected on top of my eyes. I kept thinking how hard and depressing it must be to live in china and how many various unhealthy coping mechanisms its citizens might employ. The dream ended

March 24 2024

It was the sea, a familiar place from a picture I saw, but blended with my own memory. The sea formed a sort of smooth L shape, where near the end stood a lighthouse, with a single path leading up to it. I remember that lighthouse (I saw it 4 years ago, but upon searching it again, it looked very different from what I first imagined it being) I was with a friend, but neither of us said anything, and they stood their back towards me the entire time. The dream ended.

March 12, 2024

Not horror? but unsettling, beware:

dream of a diagnostic test which i keep delaying, there were two tables close together and looked like a classroom, it was more long than wide. There were two nurses, one nurse i recognise, i’ve been there before, she gave me 2 cookies, some soup and water. Next to me was a slightly chubby kid in a black hoodie, looked farmiliar. I kept asking which one i should eat first. As i started eating the cookie, the other nurse went behind me and took a beating heart from the top shelf with , they attached them to the kid next to me on the table through the arm, you could see the red liquid, but the tube length increased and the nurses were holding them down as for them not to move. I didn’t seem too bothered, but i could sense the nervousness of the kid, and i felt quite uneasy too. Dream ended, i woke up but it didn’t feel like horror, i wasent scared.

Jan 7, 2024

i had a very bloody dream, someone was being shot at and lost words that made them human until the very last shot when there was nothing left, while being aware i’m in a dream. So aware in fact that when i woke up i thought i haven’t slept at all.

February 8 2024

I had a very strange dream, it started at me observing someone at a ski resort, secretly, I was not supposed to be there, they were testing out some skies, I was right above them, they sled down, next thing I went on skies lift either myself or with someone, the the lift swung like crazy and it was a long distance up, I was holding up with my armpits could barely hold on. Some soviet abandoned house, a weird old retro remote which had a strange circle on it, smooth edges, I wanted to keep it for antiques and stuff. I kept searching through the apartment, someone’s else with me was like no dont. I kept looking through different cupboards, one was full with only bicycle helmets. By the end I started getting spooked that the house is so adabnon but with everything left behind it. I though maybe they will come back, but I was nah, if it was abandoned like this, no one would go collect their stuff. The dream ended

February 7 2024

A dream with hugely sporadic sequcence of events. It started with a friend who was asking something in German from an old lady, but she got really angry and aggressive because she didn’t understand friends German. There was another friend with us, they seemed short, and so familiar, but i cant remeber who it was for the life of me! We went to some escape puzzle place which was more tall than wide, the middle was hollow and had many floors, there were many many stairs, with each floor having its own puzzles, and the outside was covered in overflowing greenery. That short friend was being really careless on purpose and attempted to do some tricks, they backwards over the ledge, hit their head and almost fell down the 7th floor, but I grabbed them, it felt insane. I was really really worried. But friend and other friend were really unhappy that I *helped* them. Later we just separated, and I was constantly worried, like really worried. The dream ended

December 13, 2023

I had a dream about that 5g tower that I can see through my window, at the top where the transmitters reside was a small house like the one at the bottom where they hide all the electronics, but it was at the top and was really high up, it looked like a workers barracks, there were some white t-shirts on a manual that read how to operate the tower. The room had a dark beige leather jacket on a coathangef. I knew I wasn’t supposed to be there, I knew there were cameras down there, and when I climbed down, I was really scared, but nothing happened, I though everything was ok, until after a day or something suddenly all the power out as a security precaution and I had a HUD element that saying so. Then I was in the small building near it they were checking ESSID?? By attaching phones together, and apparently it matched with someone, but not me, but I stil; got scared. The police looked British with thier haz vest. Then suddenly the power went out but there strange white glowing orbs on. The dream ended.

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